Satya - "The Real Truth": The Power of Love

Thursday, October 23, 2008

The Power of Love

I just came to realise one thing about relationship. You can't keep things away from each other if you want it to work. I was reading a blog from someone I know and he was hurt by the actions of someone close to him which is also the same person that I know.

I don't what is it about girls that make us wants to have other relationships with other guys even when we are already attached. I'm not speaking for the womankind but there are some, in fact many of us, have that. You pretend like you are single when meeting someone new. And you reciprocate their flirt lines and suddenly, you are too drawn into it that you don't want to get out of this dream-like world. You sms this other guy/s. You chat on the phone often. And you hide it from your boyfriend. Now I know how it feels. Because I caught a glimpse of his feelings in another man that wrote that blog.

I think it boils down to attention that you are seeking. I know it will hurt him if I do that. I realised how honest he has been with me. I am free to read his messages. I have access to all his passwords. And the best thing I could ever ask is he gave me all of him. All of him. And there I was flinching away whenever he caught me or try to see me messaging. Walking away to pick up the phone. As if I got something to hide from him. I wouldn't even let him touch my phone. What am I doing? Is this how I should treat a guy who as given so much of him to me? How so often have he put up with my tantrums? He sits by me. Listening to every whine I have. And yet I put him down everytime.
No I'm not writng about me. Im writing about how careless and stupid this girl is. You have everything that you can ask for in a guy. And yet you let it go so easily. Oh yeah. You blame it on his parents but look at youself. I just wanna be frank. But you kill your own relationship with him. There are nobody to be blamed but yourself. You know, I would kill to have someone like him. HE PUTS UP WITH YOU WHEN THE REST OF US CAN'T. But you treat him as if he was your dog. You ignore him when you feel like it. Which relation has no problems? But it is how you handle it. Whenever you have a problem with him you walk away. You want things to go only your way ignoring his needs. Yet he is so sweet to let you have it. And again, how you treat him? Yes, like a dog.

And now, you go around flirting with guys. Getting their attention. Never serious with them. How would it make them feel when they THINK it is a serious one? When it became too serious for you you break it off. With small stupid petty arguments. And they are your clothes; throwing them away when they no longer fits. That's why I dislike you for even when I know I have to love you. I wish you all the best and I want to say thank you for teaching me some valueable lesson.

There. I've said it.
When you read it you may hate me.
But I shall respect that.
I just feel that you are doing the wrong things, and I really, really want you to get right this time. Even if it is not with him.

As for me?
I know I love him. And I know he loves me back dearly. We promise that there should be nothing between us but trust. Especially when it is a long distance relationship. We never know where this journey leads us to but one thing is for sure. We will be there for each other now, tommorrow, always. There will be no third party. Not from him and not from me. We are not perfect. We have problems and there are times that I have hurt him with just my slicing words. And there are times I feel he does not give me what I want. But I know he will give me all what he has. He is not the perfect guy. Sure he a no model. He doesn't have bags of riches. He gets up my nerves at times but I am not perfect either. But we compliment each other. He gives all of him to me. There was never anyone else. And I am damn sure that was you case a few months back.

It is time, is it not, sister, to give back all of us to our other half?

posted by Rika @ 4:37 PM

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