Anyways, I will not be in Singapore for Eid Mubarak. I'll be in Indonesia. For 1 week.
I dunno I should go or not but dad bought the flight tix already...
Told my mum over the phone and she sarcastically said "Go. Since SHE is your mother." And by the word SHE my mum refers to my step-mother. I hate it when I'm split in the middle.
Long story short - my parents are divorced.
This year is the only Hari Raya tt I will be missing my mum. For the past 6 years my parents are divorced, I have never ever missed one with her while my dad usually goes back to Indonesia. And this is the only one Syawal I would like to spend time with my DAD(not my step-mother) and even that I have to spend it with a heavy guilt in my heart...
I HATE WHEN THINGS GO THIS WAY.
I know that my mum was stung when I told her I would be away during Raya but she don't have to be so cruel with her words...
And I need somebody right now. To lean on. Cuz I'm getting to tired of this... I need my guy. And even then, he's having his own problems...
